I've never asked God

I have recently discovered the importance of following the path that God has given me. One of my greatest weaknesses is to chase to many dreams and never see them come to life. I desire to do many things in this life but what is the "thing" that God wants me to do. Where do I start? As I'm searching to know this path, I have been reminded of the what I have already known. To replay the experiences that have brought me progress and growth and returning to them as I did in times past. When have I grown the most? When I have I experienced the change for the good? I hear my own heart answering me, saying, "When you lived what you believed". The simple truth is that when I live what I know I will know what I live. I confess, that my heart has not been plunged into the depth of love for God. I have not embraced Him and made Him real in my life. I have not lived in obedience out of live being transformed. I have not spoken words that echo what God has told me. I have been blind, deaf, and dumb, and yes naked. My life is exposed and uncoverd. I am not who I think I am. But if God is in control, that would be a good thing.